just sitting here holding out til my next dose of tramadol

[pinkgirl73]

well I don't really have a question...it just helps me to write...lol.  I took my last 3.5 trams this morning at 9 am.  before that I hadn't had any in 17.5 hrs which was an accident cuz I had a few glasses of wine and went to sleep and woke up with withdrawals....ugh the restless legs and skin crawling is the worst.  anyway i'm startin to feel the withdrawals again cuz its been like 12 hrs now.  just laying here watching "don't be tardy" on bravo..lol. so i'm  just gonna wait as long as I can standit I guess.  what a long process this is.idont know if I need to start feeling uncomfortable before I take them but i'm thinkin it helps me go longer after a few days.  I don't know.

[vicki595]

I agree with you IBK and I was thinking the same thing: it's not a taper. It sounds like torture and it doesn't have to be that way.

Pink: Why don't you just stop and get it over with? It would be nearly the same thing.

[IBKleen]

Why are you doing this to yourself? That IS NOT a taper if that is what you think you are doing. And honey I have to tell you..alcohol IS a drug and it is dangerous to take it with pain medication. Honestly, I don't see you getting clean if you keep this up. It's very sad. I will say a special prayer for you tonight.