FINALLY DONE! !!!!!!!!!!!!

[jennlp29]

I'm done!!!!!!! Yea!!!!! 15 days off methadone and 2 whole days off loratabs. ..I feel great as far as w/ds and health wise I'm feeling better but not a 100 percent yet....just a question I did drugs to repress my awful childhood and now all these past feelings I've held down for so long is hitting me like a ton of bricks and I'm not good at handling emotions and I was wndering if anyone else ever felt this way?????

[SmilingBright]

I'm so proud of u Jen.   Great attitude.   I love my pastor as well!!  

[EvolverU]

Congratulations! Great work and great news about the counselor, your pastor and the meetings. You sound like you're already reaping the benefits of your hard work. All the best to you.

[jennlp29]

Thank you all for the awesome words of encouragement. ..I have started looking for a counselor and I am also looking for meetings in my area....for now I've been going n talking to my pastor it helps but its not like talking to someone whos been through it......I do feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders...thank you again!!!! ♥♥♥

[VICourageous]

Great Job..Just keep on truckin forward and do not look back...Right.???.
The above posting said it...But I also find that going to meetings and being around other addicticts helps us to vent out the pass or present..You always find some one with the same issues as you have..You have a big weight lifted when you share with another one...Hang tight I am proud of you....
God Bless
vickie

[FourJays]

Congratulations!  What a huge accomplishment, you should be so proud of yourself.  The emotional ups and downs are totally normal and should get better . . . . you just gotta take it one day at a time.  Awesome job . . keep it up and keep posting here for support as you go along :))

[toothfairie]

congrats on the clean time!  that a great accomplishment as you know!  the emotions are a roller coaster at first...but it does slow down a bit with time....you are doing great!  keep going girl!  :)

[gnarly_1]

HI congrats at kicking the methadone as for your emotions they will be off the charts for a wile   methadone does not get you high persay but it does quiot your world down around you....dont take any more lortabs it will only pospone the withdrawal process kee posting for support we all want to see you get clean good luck and God bless.............Gnarly

[SmilingBright]

Congrats girl!!!!!!  Proud of u!!!!!  

[ricart70]

Hey great job!!   Yes I have felt that way. The detox and temporary lack of natural endorphins are magnifying the feelings,I'm sure. You will feel better as the brain starts to produce the natural feel good chemicals again.
If there are things you feel you need to work through you could see a therapist but just give yourself some time and I bet you will be feeling better mentally soon. You have a great attitude   :)