ok ok ok ok i finaly flushed them

[dellta]

yes i took all the advise and i dont know why i held on to them even when i was hating it from w/d i didnt touch them i had 30 10mg perks and 10 20mg oxys i think i was unsure if i wanted to stop or just afraid of losing a old freind that actuley is a demon!!!! but never touched them just the thought of them made me feel even sicker shoot i dont know anyway it was time for me to flush them so that means yes iguess im truly want to stop and now there is no safty net and yah in a way i dont thimnk i was truley clean or truley seriouse about getting clean until they where gone and to be honest i sat and thought about it for a good hour or so but when i did flush them it was no problme and im over it so it realy wasnt that big of a deal i made it a big deal for nothing anyway yah im starting to see who i was b4 i started  im happy i flirt alot im easy going im nice and i tend to be more thankfull for even just the small things i have im reconecting with myself its scary but very cool   thx to every one here for all your words of help and praise this place has helped me so much and im happy i have you all to lean on  thank you thank you thank you ...

[gizzy32]

Way to go, I knew you could flush em:) Congrats on 3 weeks clean today.

[SophieShine]

Yeeeehah, you just made the best decision of your life!!!

Flushing was one of the most empowering experience in my life.
I was on oxazepam, a benzo, I had a 14 months tapering plan behind me, I watched them swirl in the water and, instantly, I had a load coming off my shoulders and I felt soooo strong. Keep that feeling alive, it's gonna help you so much in your journey.
Keep posting and let us know how you are, it's a wonderful place for support here.
xoxoxo. sophie.

[lilolme29]

that is awesome!!! yay!!!! :D

[10356]

I agree with sara !! Way to go.. they take up a lil space in our mind when they are available Good on you that you cut yourself a break.. Congratulations for reclaiming your life.. lesa

[dominosarah]

Way to go!!!  That takes alot of strength to flush!!!  Congrats!!!          sara