I won't say I know exactly what you're going thru but I do know how you feel! Living a what everyone thinks as a "normal" life. Going to work everyday, grocery shopping, visiting with parents! And everyone thinks your just such a happy go lucky person! NO, it's the substance that's happy go lucky! I have managed to pull myself off of cocaine, meth, and ecstasy COLD TURKEY! Won't say it was easy! But you get to point in your life (sounds like you have) where it's time for a change! I try to do or have or in my current case, move, to change my usual everyday habit! Use it as a "fresh start!" You prolly become a different person being the sober you! But it'll be a great you! Good luck with everything!
Hi & Welcome,
Everyone is different so it is hard to say how long the physical withdrawal will last. For me it was about a week to start to feel better but some things took much longer. Congrats on wanting to get clean and start your life. It is scary I know but so worth it. I have to suggest that you find some form of aftercare and dive in to learn coping skills and relapse prevention to name a few. Getting clean is easy. Staying clean takes a lot of work.
Stick around here. This is a great place for support. When you start the process you will probably have questions so ask away. Some one is always here to help and support you.