Well aside from being kinda grumpy, and really drained of energy I'm makin it so far...crazy people with paintball guns lol..
Thanks for the ispiration guys/gals
You can DO this!! It's going to be 6 p.m. before you know and I'm sure the activity will help you sleep easier as well. And you are going to feel SO proud of yourself tonight!!
Thanks a lot guys, a real mood booster to have others help. I'm on the way there right now, no turning back, and no calling in sick. Ill try to post today, but will probably lust check this thread a few times so please, all the encouragment I can get is welcomed, as it does wonders for me. Thank you guys for posting so early :)
Jeff is right - your frame of mind has been really good through all of this and do take it day by day. You'll get through the day and will feel really good about that tonight. And you'll be even stronger to handle the next day ahead of you. Trust that okay? :)
Good luck man! From your posts you have a great frame of mind.......Believe me getting clean is hard and staying clean is harder but don't let it scare you.....take it day by day and pretty soon the days turn into weeks, weeks into months, etc. I can hardly believe its been 140 days since I last used any opiates, I still get cravings from time to time but they are short lived. I really wish you the best and remember people are on this forum 24/7 to offer encouragement and advice. Have fun at work today!
Jeff
Oh man,
I'm so nervous about today... got some sleep last night and woke freakin out. I'm going to be trapped there till 6pm, so if anybody wants to leave me a confidence booster, ill be able to check posts from time to time, but not be able to really post till maybe lunch, if we have time for a break today.
Wish me luck, I'm gonna need it