Do both, help when you can, whimper when you want to. Sharing pain and joy, anxiety and tranquility, experience it all and express yourself don't repress yourself. But I follow what you're getting at, thanks for clarifying. I find your energetic mind and creativity coming out in the light. Let it shine brother, let it shine. See ya round then.
Well I mean going to not post on my threadsfor awhile u guys have been my gasoline and the tanks going empty...so Im going to refill it by trying to help others now and stop being selfish with my feelings...sry im not me......anymore or the old me im new and not used to it at all.........
It's impossible to wear out your welcome here, but if you need time away, I totally get that. Your thinking is not 100%, I think you agree. Remember, your feelings are not our feelings. I relate to your situation a lot, so I always check your postings. I also disappear for awhile when needed. I just want to say that I'll be looking for you when you get back. Do what you have to do, but always make recovery a major part of each day, here or otherwise. You're rockin buddy. He who takes the plow and looks back is not fit forthright kingdom. I tested that as a farmer. It is true, I could never furrow nor plow a straight line unless I looked forward I tithe distance.
Well day 12 is here and I feel ok....been spending time with my wife and kids beforeim gone was going to leave today but well my wife is beautiful......12 days seems so small with every second that passes. Not sure how I feel..my core is weak but strong with my will to overcome the anxiety of feeling so ill....this is very trying...whipdy ******* doo the detox wasnt nothing compared to how I feel now the heart pounding and not being able to let my mind relax. But this is my last post for a while I feel I wore out my welcome here..noones fault but mine.....u guys have helped me this far and now its time to move on.....take care and be true to urself.....
Wow the phsicall is gone but the head games are in full sffect I fing finally got some sleep with this med I got yesterday hydro something anxiety med slept like 9 hrs and woke up with bad equilibrium feels like im drunk but not. Going for a walk ty guys 10 days hell yea!!!
I use to drive to the beach and lay in the sand at 2 am the go to work at 630am...it passes breathe through it journal a lot so in a few months youll remember where u came from one day at a time you can do this