accidental overdosage

[luppylupus]

Over the summer I had an accidental overdose, (really it was 100% accidental) I ended up in the E.R. where they gave me a shot of a drug called narcam, right after giving it to me I had these really weird things in my head, if you imagine every color in the word and they where like wires and they had been cut in two with one side wanting to get back with the other side yet it didn;t want andthing to do with it and during this time i could hear a loud primal growl, when the two sides did connect it was like someone had lite up a box of fireworks all at once. The problem I am having is every night when I go to sleep,wake up in the morning and several times during the day I still see these wires and hear the growling. It's driving me nuts.
I tried the theraphy thing and they said I wasn't bad enough yet and to come back if I feel like I am going to comment suicide.
Does anyone have any idea how I can get ride of these wires, I'm thinking it's part of my PTSD

[4Maddie44]

I am so sorry to hear of all your health problems.  I did read all your first message and think that advice given to you by a therapist was wrong.  Fancy saying that to someone.  

I do think you need to talk to a professional about your problem with the "wires" as it sounds most unusual.

I myself did take a deliberate overdose once, as my depression got too much to bear, but that was years ago, and I am still here, and wanting to live.  I am glad, despite your illnessess, you have a strong desire to seek help.  I am so sorry about your accidental overdose.  Obviously you must get some help.  Go see a doctor and tell them exactly what you have told us.  There must be a logical explanation.  Some medications do have strange side effects.  It has been a while since you had the narcam, so it is strange you are still getting these strange "wires."  Obviously something is wrong.  You can't go on getting these strange after effects.

Take care, and let us know how you get on.

[luppylupus]

NO!!!!!! In the whole  sentece it says, the therapist sais , come back if you feel like your going to commit suicide.
I'm kind of tired of this, personally i have fought more tyhen one time for my life from having 4 P.E.s go threw my heart at one time to having an arotic anuerysm break in an airplaine, to having my right kidney exploded at home. from having heart attack and strokes.
If you can tell from my name i have lupus and a thing calledanticardiolipid antibodies that causes all this, I have died 6 times because of these illness and put on life supports up to over 2 months.....SOOOOO I fight like heck and Would never ever commit suicide personally I think it is a chickens way out and yes I found my sister after she died from it and I still feel that way.
I also feel from the people who didn't read the whole sentence I am owed an apology.
Cassie

[therese83]

You said "I feel like i am going to commit suicide"

next post

"there is no way i woul dever try  suicide"

Go to a Doctor because you need medical help and you should take care of yourself.

[M4Y0U]

I have no idea what is ''narcom''. If you could identiffy the medication I could give you better advices.

M4

[luppylupus]

Thank you for responding yet no way would I ever try suicide.The (ACCIDENTAL) overdose was becaue I woke up early and had taken my pain pills and went back to bed then when my caregiver came in she gave them to me again.

The reason I was even making a post was to see if anyone else has had a bad reaction to narcom, I have already been to the theraphy thing and they had NO answers.

[M4Y0U]

Seek medical attention immediately if you think you will commit suicide. There is no miracle cure for your wires but it may suggest you need antipsychotics. I would refer to a psychiatrist.

M4