Hello, I am currently experiencing a severe episode of anxiety and not even eating. I was out at a bar with a friend about 10 days ago. My friend left before me and I ended up staying until after midnight and I drank too much which was irresponsible of me. In my drunk state I had a brief chat with a girl who also turned out to be a sex worker. I remember buying her a drink and intentionally walking away as I was not looking for that. I am very risk averse when it comes to sexual matters and I am faithful my girlfriend. I continued drinking alone.
I ended up getting drunk to the point where I cannot remember some things about the night including my journey home. I worry about whether I had any other interaction with that girl which I do not remember. I have tried to reconstruct the parts of the night which I do not remember to ease my anxiety . I have viewed CCTV footage at my house which shows that I arrived home alone. I was so worried that I also went back to the bar where I was and asked the security team to help me by confirming what time I left and whether I was alone. Although they did not show me the footage due to their policy (they say they only show footage if there is a police report) they informed me verbally that they checked and their footage shows me leaving and driving off alone.
Normally the drive home takes no more than 30mins but I arrived home after about 1hour and 10 mins that morning judging from the time I was told I left the bar and the time stamp on the CCTV footage at the house. I keep wondering why it took me so long and by any chance if I was with that girl. I would like to believe it took me a while to get home because I got lost several times in my drunk state however I cannot stop worrying about whether I could be wrong about this.
I also later found a number in my pocket which belongs to that girl which was handwritten on a receipt from that same bar ( I have not contacted her). I dot not recall asking for but I may have in my drunk state. This worries me further because I keep wondering if she gave it to me at the bar or whether this has anything to do with me getting home later than usual.
I have no eveidence of sexual activity from that night but I am so worried about hiv and constantly wondering if anything happened with her since I cannot recall everything and there is time I am unable to account for.
I can't stop worrying and dont know the risk