4th day off...this is my breaking point...

[starshine7]

Ah...vicodins. Nasty things. Sooo sick. weak. nauseous. Feel like I'd trade my soul almost...for one. HATE myself for feeling this way...scared.

I always jump off at this point...gotta go on..I've been here. don't want this again. But the PAIN.....

Trying.

[FourJays]

And you WILL Karen - you WILL......we all believe in you girl :)

[starshine7]

Another day! Pretty soon I can announce those days like you my friend! (I hope...)

[starshine7]

thanks :) so do I believe me

[SmilingBright]

I feel the same way Karen!!   Hugs

[ricart70]

Hang in there You are almost there. Don't go back.  We want to hear your success story.  :)

[starshine7]

thanks Chris. I think without this place I really would have lost it a LONG time ago lol