i dont want you to think im judging you i know it sounds like that, that is not my intention at all, just trying to give you hope to quit and let you know there will be bad consequences if you dont and that it is doable! you can do it, please im not hating on you at all, its so good you came here and wrote this :) so please take my words with all the respect and hope they were intended to be for <3
wow first off you really should have stoped all together when you found out, i was a heroin addict when i found out i was pregnant with my first i was 8 weeks in to my pregnancy, i was in the worst shock of my life, my doctor told me to wean off and i said no way i quit! my ex hubby and me decided to go pick up one last time, we waited at the bus stop for that bus to get to hastings where we met our guys, and the bus came, mike got up and on the bus i couldnt even get off the bench i looked at him and shook my head, he got off the bus i broke down in tears begging him to not go, we didnt go, i couldnt hurt my baby, i have never used heroin since and never will, but you are further into it so idk, i had 3 friends after i found out that i was pregnant that were also pregnant 2 got clean with me, and had a healthy baby but started using after it was born and my one good friend didn quit, she spent the last month of her pregnancy in the hospital, her boy friend would bring her the dope every day and she gave birth to a very sick very unhealthy little baby and that baby was taken from her, and she didnt care and now shes dead, you have to do it for you and that poor baby, i was addicted for years very heavily and quit cold turkey just like that! and i had a healthy baby girl beautiful, nothing is or was wrong with her she is almost 8 and she saved my life, thought ill never tell her that but it is the truth, i am currently getting clean again off oxy's wich is the same withdrawal and is hard but you have to do it you have no choice you will be so lost when that baby's blood test is done and takin form you please please stop for you and that lovey baby
All I can say is GOOD for you. You are on your way by asking for help. Please stop, let your OBGYN find another source for you. Does your home town have a health center or WIC office? Treatment center? You you could always call DCFS and ask, you don't have to tell how you are. Did you know that under law Dr. are required to notify social services of things like this? Wanted to give you the heads up. It would be a way of getting help? If you do what is required, they won't take the baby. In the mean time ,remember everything you take goes to the baby through your blood. I wish you luck and hope you have a healthy baby.
its very quiet on here at the weekends, you will get more answers and advice soon,so are you just taking the percocets? why does suboxone come into it?, or a methadone clinic, ? thats going on even stronger meds.and sub should only be taken under a drs. supervision, stay calm and help will come.