Love that story Weaver, glad I could remind you of it. Yup we all have a lot to live for, truly. Great quote too, ;)
I was on methadone. I once had to stop cold turkey from 80mg's because I went on a trip and came back a few days late, had to see the dr before I could dose again....who was out for the rest of week! Thursday-Monday was awful! But I made it! I was then able to go on a lower dose (60mgs) when he got back. I know this wean seems terrible now, but we often make things more terrible in our mind than they turn out to be. PLEASE Don't do anything rash and call 911 if you think you'll hurt yourself! Maybe someone else can help you more and you'll figure something out! Good luck and keep us posted on how you're doing!
U guys are all saying such nice stuff means a lot I don't know how well I'll be able to hold and use tablet once this starts to keep posted but this really does all mean so much..... and I'll want the support so I'll find a way too.... I need u kind of people my mother whom I'm stuck living with won't understand and makes it worse n makes me feel so horrible... I am so scared and no thins happening yet but oh man... I've already got digestive system all outta whack from not eating from stress n I know how bad that makes it... aaah its all so scary I'm just freaking out a few of u made me tear up thank u....
Hi Again, OK what I did for my Hub and Family is I got some videos on "The Disease of Addiction and the Pleasure Pathway" Beyond Willpower. There is a lot of info out here about this Disease. This way you can get Support going from you Family..Also they will give you help and time to Heal. There is many reason why we can get out of control and if you can learn all you can about Addiction they or you will see it more in a Scientific or Medical way. You need to just calm down and maybe try to get off the methadone first and then Taper slowly from the Klons..I would sure try to see a DR so they can help set up a taper plan..OK. We are here so stay with us for Support too!
Bless
Your mom will probably come around. Sometimes our loved ones just have to see us actually doing it. Saying we are going to does nothing for them because they've more than likely heard it all. Just do this for you, and give your mother time. We are here for you any time you need us. Plan to go to NA/AA meetings. They can be a great place to find new sober friends. Sarah, our community leader always says you have to change your playmates and your playground. SOOO true!!
Like in Spartacus b4 he fights theocoles bringer of death and undefeated monster of the arena that black cloud rolls in n its above my head n I either fight him or let him kill me... I need to be Spartacus n slay theocoles n become bringer of rain... "basically a man that can do the impossible" I need to do this... and I need my tom petty won't back down song too.... u guys r giving me hope.... just hope its enough... starts tomorrow.... let's do this theocoles its u or me n my life needs the rain to fall... I love rain btw.... lol