Lost and Scared in Indiana

[AmandaKay79]

I like someone else on here have committed prescription fraud! But I wasn't the one calling in the scripts, I just picked them up. I  am clean and have been for months. I haven't been physically addictted for almost a year but I can't say that I haven't used at all I would be lying.  I picked up 3 scripts that were called in and the other 2 the pharmacy either wouldn't let me do it or they were acting funny and I didn't try but they all either recognized me from working at the Pharmacy or from picking up meds b4.  

I haven't been fromally charged yet. The SIU (special investigations unit) wanted me to be a informant. They said that they would make my file "go away" if I would make a list of all the people I know that use and sell. Well.....at first I thought about it bcuz I have 2 little girls and I just went thru and messy divorce and I was scared to death. I have never been in trouble for anything in my life. But when I got to thinking I couldn't go thru with it. I made and fake list and added a few names of some people that I knew had already been busted blah blah.........well the copd lied imagine that. My file didn't disapear!!!! They wanted me to wear a wire and try to go into peoples houses that I knew and buy. Or take them in and they could pretend to be my boyfriend and they could get in good with the people and eventually they could buy off them. WELL hell no! I have two kids to worry about and I wish that this would all go away but its not and I'm having a real hard believing that I'm gonna go free if I NARK. They are not thinking about my kids at all bcuz if they were they wouldn't try and put me in a potentionally dangerous situation where I could get caught setting someone up. I or me kids could be killed for doiing something like this.

They won't quit calling me and questioning me!  I can't afford an attonrney. I just spent all my moneyon my divorce lawyer. What in the hell am I supposed to do?! I am scared of these guys and what they might say about me if I don't cooperate with them. I have tired but I really don't have anyone to goto anyway bcuz like I said I have basically been clean for almost a year.  I have tired to explain that to them but they still call.  I know that its a felony and it;s punishable to UP to 5 years but thats the max and I don't have a record at all. I have seen where one woman got 2 tears probation and 100 hours of community service so I don't or at least I am hoping and praying that I don't get jail time or a felony. I would loose the 2 things that mean the most to me and thats my kids. I know that I screwed up but I don't think that I should be bullied by these Narcotic Team of Cops either.

Help me ------Lost in Indiana

[confused456]

I am so sorry. This is a scary situation and I wish I had some advice. The only thing I can do is pray for you and your children. I truly hope things work out for the best.