Relapsed Oxy

[koonamen]

I was clean for probably 45 days and then i went back home to where all the trouble started, old friends all still using. seemed there was no escape and it was a weekend so wtf right? i was on them for about a week and a bit then cut myself off again. I manned up through the week. I didnt feel like death per say but i have troubles sleeping again. Just seems like its so hard to stay away from it. I dunno just thought id throw that out there.. been clean again for 5 days now.. since family day .

[quitinoxys]

Addiction is an evil master and you must build up the tools and weapons to defeat it. I can almost bet you didn't go through any aftercare. I don't mean to sound so critical I am just being real. So as Sara told you you need to change your playground and playmates. Congrats on 5 days and I know I will see you post @ 1000 I am pulling for you. God Bless---Rick

[dominosarah]

What are you going to do differently this time to make sure that doesnt happen again?  Gotta change up your playground and playmates.  Any recovery care in the plans?  Using is just a symptom of what is going on.  Congrats on 5 days!!  You can do this~~~~sara