Once again I am trying to quit taking lortab. Nov 2010 I quit for 4 months and in Sept 2011 I quit for almost 2 months. Each time I started taking them I thought I could just take one or two. I know I can not continue this pattern. I am so tired of taking pills, counting pills and worrying about where my next fix will come from or how I will pay for it. My husband thinks I have been clean since the week before Christmas. Truth is I have been taking more the past few weeks than I ever have. I have been taking 12-15 pills a day. I am at the of my rope. This madness must stop! I want the "normal me" back. I want to wake up and think about how blessed I am not wake up and make a mad dash for the pill bottle. I want to feel good. I just want to be normal and be able to function and play with my kids without having to take a couple of pills first. I took my last 10mg lortab about 3 hours ago so by the time I wake up in the morning I will be in withdrawl. I know the next few days are going to be terrible. Please just say a little prayer for me that I can get through this. I will be heading to bed soon so I can get a good nights rest before the insomnia starts. Tomorrow when I am feeling like death I will be on here reading posts. They inspire me so much!! Thanks to everyone here for sharing your stories and letting me know I am not alone.