The best person to help you has already begun the process and thats you. By you posting here is proof that you can help yourself. Just take it to the next step and seek professional support. There is much beauty that lies within us all but is compromised. Please seek a support team and have that great person inside of you come out again. We are all in this together. Keep posting
There is a way out so please dont give up hope. We have some great people on here who have gotten clean off H and i will look them up so you can talk with them. We are here for you so keep talking~~
If you dont get some professional help soon your wish will come true. Heroin is a big deal. Maybe start with your family doctor. Do it today.