It's impossible to wear out your welcome here, but if you need time away, I totally get that. Your thinking is not 100%, I think you agree. Remember, your feelings are not our feelings. I relate to your situation a lot, so I always check your postings. I also disappear for awhile when needed. I just want to say that I'll be looking for you when you get back. Do what you have to do, but always make recovery a major part of each day, here or otherwise. You're rockin buddy. He who takes the plow and looks back is not fit forthright kingdom. I tested that as a farmer. It is true, I could never furrow nor plow a straight line unless I looked forward I tithe distance.
Well I mean going to not post on my threadsfor awhile u guys have been my gasoline and the tanks going empty...so Im going to refill it by trying to help others now and stop being selfish with my feelings...sry im not me......anymore or the old me im new and not used to it at all.........
Do both, help when you can, whimper when you want to. Sharing pain and joy, anxiety and tranquility, experience it all and express yourself don't repress yourself. But I follow what you're getting at, thanks for clarifying. I find your energetic mind and creativity coming out in the light. Let it shine brother, let it shine. See ya round then.
Thanks weaver u r a inspiration for me and im sure many others.
Still with ya. I'm at 10 days clean but got myself dehydrated so i telt like wD all over again. A tad better today. Kinda depressed and overwhelmed but I'm in aftercare so I think I'm where I'm supposed to be. Xoxox
Hello, I'm with you...I jumped off the methadone train also-Thursday morning, 8am was my last dose. I tried to taper and did it too quickly, I think, but now I'm on day 4 and just want to freaking sleep! I don't though, I lay there and twitch...I tried clonidine for the first time today and it really really is helping. I want to run, but my body disagrees with my mind...just want to say hey, you're not alone and it helps me knowing you are kicking a$$ too! Thanks for sharing your story!