I'm having a craving!!! A bad one!

[ang_811]

Hey everybody... I'm having a bad cravng!!! I can't seem to get the pills out of my mind! That's all I'm thinking about! I've done eveything on my list I made for myself fr when I do get cravings and when I get done it still comes back! I can't seem t shake it!!!!! It's annoyng! I hate postng this but I'm putting pride to the side and my recovery to no 1!  I think what brought it on is that today's my bday and I can't remeber th last tine I had a sober bday. I was always gven free pills and free drinks! Tonght I'm going out with people from work and be sober while everyone else makes fools of theirselves! It'll be a different experience for me but I can do it! I won't go If I am still having this craving!!!!

[dominosarah]

If you arent "hooked" then why are you still using??

[ang_811]

I'm here...  : ) I'm letting The addiction monster to kick my butt.I gave n again last night!  It blows my mind I'm struggling again. Good news is I'm not hooked yet!  

[laurel453]

The last i heard from her was the 20th...

angie, tell us how you are doing :)

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Anyone hear from Angie this weekend??

Just thinking about you Angie!

[ang_811]

Thank u.

[laurel453]

stand up, angie.....break the bubble as pillfree said and keep counting clean days, a slip is no obstacle to keep walking again...we are here with you and pulling for you !!!!! :)