I'm having a craving!!! A bad one!

[ang_811]

Hey everybody... I'm having a bad cravng!!! I can't seem to get the pills out of my mind! That's all I'm thinking about! I've done eveything on my list I made for myself fr when I do get cravings and when I get done it still comes back! I can't seem t shake it!!!!! It's annoyng! I hate postng this but I'm putting pride to the side and my recovery to no 1!  I think what brought it on is that today's my bday and I can't remeber th last tine I had a sober bday. I was always gven free pills and free drinks! Tonght I'm going out with people from work and be sober while everyone else makes fools of theirselves! It'll be a different experience for me but I can do it! I won't go If I am still having this craving!!!!

[ang_811]

Yes I did. Thank u I sent u 1 back.

[LMB01]

Did you get my message too, Angie? I'm here for you too!! ;)

[gnarly_1]

ya I got it and sent you one back

[ang_811]

I sent u a message...Im feeling kinda bad.

[gnarly_1]

how you doing tonight??

[ang_811]

Hey mark.... I'm here...