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1569133 tn?1310464416

cold turkey

i have been taking pain pills of all kinds for about 5 years ...never thought nothing of it ..till the other day i stopped and after three days i knew now i was a total addict i relapsed that night and now im on two days clean ...i dont know anything about time and how long it lasts but this is the hardest thing i ever dealt with ...the pains in my head and stomach are unreal and the mental side affects are even worse ...i twitch all night i cant sleep well ...i throw up or gag alot i have a constant headache that wont go away... i read some peoples stories and ...we all sound the same ...i just hope i can make it ....it all started becouse i got hurt at work and then it was just so easy to get the pills from dr ...monthly and then i realised i was taking them in a week (120)vic 7.5  and my friends started taking them and then it moved to perc 10s then oc10 0c40 ...it spiralled down from there ...this is going to be a long road ...i already lost my wife ,kids,and anything that mattered so i cant do it for them ..it has to be for me now
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52704 tn?1387020797
check out AA or NA.  you sound like you qualify for a free membership and i hear they have openings in PA.

seriously, if you want to get clean and sober, and STAY clean and sober, you want to get with people who have what you want, then do what they did.

it also helped me to read everything i could get my hands on about addiction and recovery . . . and i had to do so with an open mind.

Honesty, Open-mindedness and Willingness, that's HOW we get (and stay) clean and sober
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1450446 tn?1290612561
That's wonderful!  When you start to feel like yourself again you have a burst of optimistic enthusiasm for a period of time! Just be careful for the little dip that follows that after!

Keep up the good work!
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1569133 tn?1310464416
OOPS I MEANT 12  sorry lol
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1569133 tn?1310464416
DAY 14 AND IM FEELING ALIVE AND LIKE IM STARTING TO REALLY WIN
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Wow, you are doing good. Hang in there. Going to a meeting is a big step.  I wish i could.   I live in  a small town and if I went I feel everyone would know. Cant go that route, so I am hoping for some support on this board. Let me know how it goes.
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1569133 tn?1310464416
DAY 10 and im going to go to my first meeting tonight with a friend im feeling pretty good
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401095 tn?1351391770
I think for most to be successful...they have to do it for themselves.  The strength to get this done comes from within.
It is wonderful that u r doing this.  I quit alone as well.  Took a few days off work and cuddled in my house cept to hit the gym each day if it killed me!  LOL  My addiction did not really interfere with anyone....not on a deep level...I stopped cos my addiction bugged the stew out of me and was financially ruining me as well
Congrats on 8 days....be sure u get support
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