pleaseee help beat my oxy addiction .I need ur support

[wai92]

Hi I came on this site, looking to beat my oxy addiction. I just turned 20years old last month. I been snorting up to 8 to 12  oxy20ss for the last 6 months,160mg-240mg per day ( been snorting on and off since 2010)  I bought it from the street, I wasted ALMOST 20GRANDS over the last a year or so.  It has taken over my personal life and it had destroy my family also. I was a very happy person before this, I never thought I be hooked on this $hit. I bought my first car when I was 16 years old and had a very loving family. I was always the group leader in my crew growing up, I had lot of friends in highschool and was one of the cooler guys in the school, i would say. But EVERYTHING HAD CHANGED. I no longer talks to my dad anymore, and my mom is begging me to quit everyday. I cant keep seeing she cries over her drug addictioned son, ME. I droped out of college cuz I no longer can go into class withdrawaling cuz I couldnt found any the night before, I lost my job over me calling 7 sick days in a 25 day spams cuz of the withdrawal. I m no longer chasing the dragon , I just want my old life back, I want my family back. I dont want to keep on living this life style. I just snorted the last oxy I had and PLANNING TO GO COLD TURCKEY. LET ME KNOW IF U SHARES THE SAME OR PAST EXPERENICE DEAL WITH THIS. THANKS YOU

[wai92]

I wish I never start this bad habit of my. I feel so sad the horrible stuffs I had put my family through, I love my parent very much and I never realized how much they care for me and willing to support me on quiting this ****, I just wish everyone who is in the same shoes can have the supports from their family too.

cheers guys

[D713]

i'm in the same shoes as u bro...esp im in college dont wanna go school having withdrawls.

[wai92]

damn  hate this feeling.... hope this will go away soon

[GarbageAddict360]

Dude I was snorting 50 30 roxicet a day.  I used to do the oxys before they changed the formula and you couldn't snort them anymore.  This crap ruins lives and brings us addicts to our knees. I decided 95 days ago to take my life back too.  It was hella difficult, but I am so thankful that I did.  I can tell you that it was like having the flu for a week.  My advice is to wrap yourself up in some blankets, get some heating packs for your back pain, take Aleve for headaches, take Immodium for stomach issues, Melatonin 20 mg for sleeping issues, valerian root for anxiety.  Keep posting and we all will walk you through this.  Congrats on making the decision to kick this nasty habit!

[mary577]

I have no experience with oxys or snorting any kind of drug, but I just want to welcome you to the forum and tell you I am hoping and praying that you can beat this.   I believe you can.   Stay with us and post often and let someone who has been there, walk with you through this.  

[wai92]

Thanks everyone for ur supports on my first day on my recover to a new life. I feel really bad and hella sick, I feel the withdrawal kicking in, since my last dose was 6 hrs ago only just (20mg) and it wasnt even near the amount(120-240mg) I usually take to feel good. But hey, I m already over the high and just want my life back, I cut my phone off this morning so I have no contact with my dealers or any of my friends that use too.