pleaseee help beat my oxy addiction .I need ur support

[wai92]

Hi I came on this site, looking to beat my oxy addiction. I just turned 20years old last month. I been snorting up to 8 to 12  oxy20ss for the last 6 months,160mg-240mg per day ( been snorting on and off since 2010)  I bought it from the street, I wasted ALMOST 20GRANDS over the last a year or so.  It has taken over my personal life and it had destroy my family also. I was a very happy person before this, I never thought I be hooked on this $hit. I bought my first car when I was 16 years old and had a very loving family. I was always the group leader in my crew growing up, I had lot of friends in highschool and was one of the cooler guys in the school, i would say. But EVERYTHING HAD CHANGED. I no longer talks to my dad anymore, and my mom is begging me to quit everyday. I cant keep seeing she cries over her drug addictioned son, ME. I droped out of college cuz I no longer can go into class withdrawaling cuz I couldnt found any the night before, I lost my job over me calling 7 sick days in a 25 day spams cuz of the withdrawal. I m no longer chasing the dragon , I just want my old life back, I want my family back. I dont want to keep on living this life style. I just snorted the last oxy I had and PLANNING TO GO COLD TURCKEY. LET ME KNOW IF U SHARES THE SAME OR PAST EXPERENICE DEAL WITH THIS. THANKS YOU

[selfinduced]

Hey Wai,  I know exactly what you are talking about with the stomach deal and I have been given the reason why opiate do that to our digestive system. Just can't recall the science behind it, but it is totally NORMAL when you miss a dose. You'll get much support here. Let us know when and what route your going to go and we'll walk you through. Getting prepared mentally and physically is half the battle. Your worth this..... It is the rest of your life we are talking about!

[sara752]

yes i am just like you...i have  17 days clean..i wont kid you, detox is hard..oc kinda just hang on..the worst part 4 me was the no sleep no energy..but i will say knowing what i no now..i would do it all over again..i never want 2 go back 2 that chasing ( just to maintain) the high has been gone 4 a while now.  i want my life back too..we can do this. i will help ypu any way i can..just know that you are worth it.. god bless  sara

[keith187]

hello wai,i am on my fifth day of kickin oxy not a walk in the park but it can be done.i am just starting to feel like a human again.i am doin the thomas recipe and i beleive it helped,replaced valium with tylenol pm i was scared of getting addicted to valium.i also lost my job because of my addiction,i wll find a new job once i get myself right.treat your recovery like it is a life and death situation cause i think it is.hang around this site for a few days it helps.get well

[wai92]

Thank you for reply, I m very glad to hear from u . I checked out the THOMAS RCEIPE and will try to go get some, but I dont have a family doctor at this moment yet and the rehab down here have 250 ppl on the waiting list. I wanna to know why does my stomach act up. like when Im withdrawaling my stomach get this grinding effect and sort of hungry at the same time. But some how i wouldnt able to force my meal down. but the funny thing is as soon I snort a pill, the grinding goes away and my stomach no loner hungry either. Thank you, I really thankful to have supports from you.

[selfinduced]

You've come to the right place. You sound like a very mature guy with a big heart that is in over his head. Your Mom knows which is great and she sounds like she will be very supportive. Is rehab an option for you? What about going to your family Dr. and laying the cards on the table so you've got additional support? If c/t is your choice there are many things you can do to soften this process. I will not lie, it is not a cakewalk, but many have done it and do it everyday. Look up the thomas recipe on the bottom of the page. Get the supplies as well as some immonium for the tummy issues. Rent some movies, get some protien drinks, sleepytime tea, comfort foods. If your mom or someone can stay with you for a few days, it'd be ideal. This is not hopeless...Keep reminding yourself why your doing this. Make a list to refer to when your mind starts talking crap to you about.....just one pill will help. You'll be fine, just will take time. Others will be along with more advice. You are so young and so wise to do this now.