scared to death...

[mommy2be25]

I'm so scared right now... I've messed up really bad! I've called in my own scripts and this time they cancelled it and didn't fill it. I know they will be calling the Dr tomorrow and it will all be over! What will happen to me? What might they do? I'm the mother of a 17month old precious baby boy and he deserves so much more than this! I feel like if I just end it all then it will save him and my family a lot of trauma!

[mommy2be25]

I've been arrested twice before but not for anything like this... I have told my husband and we will see what happens now

[PromisedLand]

I can't add more to what others have said, but my thoughts and prayers are with you...I pray your husband and family with gather around you in  love and support you through this...and please stay in touch with us.


Jim

[flmagi]

I'm soooo sorry you're going threw this.
I hope you read this before the police show up, if they do.
Throw out all pills you have, right now! If the police come to your home, they most likely will do a search. Of your car too.  You don't want possession added to your charges.
You need to gather your family and tell them what's happening. They're going to find out anyway.
If the police do come to get you, it would be better if they find you in a rehab center.
You could possibly have a couple of days, depending on how quickly the pharmacy moves on this, police warrants etc. But don't count on it, it could happen today or tomorrow. You need to move quickly informing your family and getting whatever rehab help you can. Do not wait.
And you will get threw this. Suicide is not the answer. Your child will wonder why you didn't love him enough to work threw this. I know it seems like nothing will ever be good again and everything is just getting worse, but it will get good again. Your family will not be better off without you, your baby needs you to get threw this. You should also tell your family that you feel suicidal. Let people help you threw this.
I truly hope this will turn out to be nothing, but you need to use this as your turning point. Life will get good again. It really will.
Good luck to you and keep us informed.
Magi

[tryntogetwell]

Sweetheart i know your scared and dont want to tell your hubby but at least then he can help you figure out what to do. And I think you will be fine if this is your first offense. You can get through this.

[lmccoy]

The only way out is forward. Just try to remember this is a problem that can be treated by professionals. Another thing is that I think if you are checked into inpatient treatment all legal issues are posponed untill you are out. I might be wrong about that, but you will feel better when you turn this over to some one who can guide you through it. You will be OK no matter what happens.

[mommy2be25]

Well, the drs office changes the passwords to their voicemail system, which is how I was getting away with this, so they deffinatley know. The attys office said not to call them, but that I might should go somewhere else for the day in case they do come to get me. I'm shaking so bad I can't stand it. My husband is asleep but I think I might have to go wake him up to tell him now. I don't want to do this!!!!!