Have your girlfriend go rent the movie "Things we Lost In the Fire"
After seeing that I think you will want to just ride this out, There's no soft easy way.
Yes you will hurt, sweat and feel like hell, but the good news is it will pass. And when it is over you will feel like your in heaven (again)... Hold on and have your g/f help you out on this. You will need lots of soup, ice cream, oj and gatoraide..hold on and yes stay away from all booze, it will only make the stomach worse....
This will pass, the less stuff (drugs) you put in your body now the less that you will have to detox from... And suboxone for me was not addictive, If I take more than I should I got sick to my stomach and never got high, so I never wanted to take more.
cocobean
Smokey, 2 years ago my daughter, who lives more than 300 miles from me and her (step)dad, called and asked if we could come for a visit. Since mine and hubby's anniversary (24th...2nd marriage for both of us) would occur during the time she wanted to see us, we naively thought perhaps she was throwing us a party. Huh. It turned out she wanted to tell us she had been addicted to Oxy for years, and had recently been going to a methadone clinic to detox. Boy, did that take the wind out of our sails. But you know what? That long trip was worth it. She said that when she was finally able to confess to us what had been going on, it made it much easier for her when she went through the wd's from the Methadone, even though she was so far away from us.
And something else...both hubby and I had felt that something wasn't 'right' with her for quite some time. When she and her husband and my granddaughter came to visit us, hubby and I thought it was strange how she and her hubby left the house to 'go for drives' several times a day and left the granddaughter with us...now we know that they were going somewhere to do their DOC.
So yeah...sometimes Mom's DO know something is up with their kids, even if they aren't sure what it is. Maybe you should fess up to your Mom...you might be surprised how supportive she will be.
Mamaw
just reading your post and want to let you know i am so proud of you i know this can be a very trying time but it does get better. think of how far you have come dont look back you can do this . keep posting and let us know you are ok . holly
Don't feel selfish. Almost all of us have been in your position or are there right now. This thread is for you! My mom did the same thing when I was detoxing. Man it sucked! I didn't have any of the vitamins laying around or I'm sure she would have questioned me. I just said I had the flu. Well that rain really nails that walk you were gonna take!! Just kidding. But man you have to try. I swear it will help. Maybe tomorrow. Take care and keep posting. We are here to help you get through this!!
brian
My mom just stopped by for a suprise visit which did not go too well. "what are all these vitamins?" "why didn't you tell me you were sick?" "you seem agitated." God that wasn't fun. I don't think she knows much of what's really going on though, just told her I had the flu. She never comes to my apartment, especially without letting me know as she lives about an hour away. It was strange and I could tell that her mother's intuition knew that something was going on that i wasn't telling her. As far as a weather update, it started raining and the thunderstorm is at least entertaining. The librium helps although I had to take 15mg to even feel it. I just can't get past the fact that tomorrow is going to be worse than today. Ugh...
Anyway, I feel selfish and would like to know what's going on in your lives? Anything exciting?
i see you still have your sense of humor...thats a plus...keep it and keep posting